I was put on this earth for a reason.
I have a purpose.
But I’m slowly
Losing my mind.
My creativity is lacking,
My fingers don’t want to
Form horrifying sentences.
My head is pounding, ready to explode.
Then,
The explosion finally happens.
A small crack presents itself
And becomes wider and wider.
My hands reach up and attempt
To close the crack.
But the presence of my hands
Only causes it to widen.
Blood flows through my eyebrows,
Down and over my checks,
And drips from my chin and jaw.
It’s a bloody scene.
But,
At the scene,
My creativity blooms.
My hands, covered in blood,
Reach for the crack, still spilling blood.
I dip my fingers inside,
Saturating them with the red liquid.
Then,
I put them towards the blank page.
Blood drips and stains,
Getting it all over the place.
But I couldn’t care less.
I am finally creating art,
My art.
I have come to know art as a form of pleasure and release.